Well, someone asked me to update my blog which actually i'm too lazy to cos i think no one reads it anyway, but hmm.. i'm kind of freaking out so might as well blog.

Tml early in the morning is my c-section at Thomson. I'll be checking in at 5am.
Am I scared? Yup I think so.
I'm scared about the entire procedure, the afterwards etc etc.

Then I wonder, ah, why am I having a kid? No kids then no worry about all these. Haha.
Hmm. Things to think about while I prepare myself emotionally today.

The only thing is well whatever it is, I can't turn back time. And I am starting to love the little one in me and I do want to see her. I can only pray and hope that indeed God will be more than enough for me.

This is such a scary thing. Think this brings me back to the point of realising that I am just so small again.
Think God must be teaching me something and reminding me about what He said when I first got pregnant.
Alright, think I need to take some time alone soon.

** smiLed aT
8:46 AM