i was just looking back at my old posts and realise I never did talk about my numerous trips after than my honeymoon. Japan, Taiwan, States again, Israel, Hong Kong etc etc.. though some were school trips...

i think i only blog when i'm worried or upset or when it's near school term starting. haha. it's a trend. when v happy, dun bother to blog. haha. so i should blog less means i'm happy. (talking nonsense already)

So here's the typical starting school term post.

Well, this time things are a little different. I'm very concerned about my bb and my tiredness when school term starts cos my last ten weeks have been ok as I'm been home resting when I'm tired and I hardly have more than one activity (2hours out) in a day cos I get tired.
I'm rather concerned on how i'm going to survive this term.
Looking at my timetable, there are days that I have to teach 4 hours out of 5 with only one break in between. I don't think my body can cope.

I don't wish to shout and get angry with my students cos I know it'll affect the baby. So, I plan to be upfront and just tell them that I'm pregnant and that I'm still concerned about their studies but I will NOT torture myself by making myself upset becos of them and tell them that as long as they cooperate, we can do it.
I hope that will work. I believe my 1E and 2E students are actually quite understanding and the rapport has been built. but my 3N. i really don't know how. class of 42. sigh.

Well, I also plan to take the lift more and not carry all the heavy notes and stuff by myself. but that means more curriculum time wasted and effort to walk the students to the staffroom to get it and back.

I also plan to go home early to catch my nap then do work again cos i know i can't last long. I worry about how it will seem if i leave early all the time.

See. So many things to worry about. Plus add on all the other things I used to do on top of just work. my dear body. i hope it can cope. cos my bb must be healthy. =)

Right now, i have still much work to do but my preggy brain doesn't work well nowadays. it shuts down early and gets headache. and i don't sleep too well. Argh!
ok! i'm going to bath soon and hopefully, hopefully can get some work done.
i miss my hubby already. he's been out the whole day like me cos of school. so not used to it after one month. blah blah blah.

** smiLed aT
8:43 PM