yes latest update after every lesson or rather especially a worse day...
well today is a little better... 2-3 of my lessons went pretty ok... but i had one lesson where the kids were really bored...

well i admit the lesson was boring so i probably got to try to change that lesson but the weird thing is the same lesson worked for the other classes! it's also about their attitude man.. apparantly though they are a good class they are like rather unresponsive and totally rude...

now i know why sometimes its good to teach a class that is not so smart and yet want to learn..

anyway i had a really difficult student today, so difficult that at the end of talking i actually teared.. crap! in front of her some more! but oh well... it was more of tears of why dun u wan to help urself then tears of angryness or watsoever...

so that's that.. i cant believe that there are some ppl that just dun wan to do anything, then might as well quit school.... so crappy and there are those that just dun like ur face so dun wan to listen...

ahhah i think i will soon evolve to be one of the teachers that dun care about the bad kids i mean really bad... sigh.... as much as i want to help.. i seriously dun think i should waste my emotions, time and strength on such students that dun even wan to learn and are totally defiant...

maybe i should be nicer to myself and just do what i can for those who want to learn, for those who are pure defiant, just boh chap.. dun even send for punishment cos that will probably make them more defiant but dun try to help either cos no use!!!

CRAP! now mel is going to eat her nice chocolate cake and she has decided that when she sees that girl again she shall just be herself. As for that class that i will see tomorrow.. yucks! or maybe i'll play a game... sigh.... that bunch of snobs..

*God help me to enjoy teaching!*

** smiLed aT
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