it's so funny how when i want to start blogging.. it seems like i have so much things to give thanks for then to grumble... it's like suddenly remembering God's goodness...

but yet in the days or weeks without blogging, my mood swings up and down so rapidly.. make me wonder if there's sm parasite living in mi making mi feel like dat when there's no real reason too.. waahah

anyway .. so nxt yr i'll stil be stuck in living in hall... a place that's not homely at alll... so sad...
sigh wanted to go home and stay but my dad say the traveling is craziness everyday so he made mi stay again nxt yr... well at least it's only for 2 mths... i guess i'll survive.....
i so miss home....

hmm i'm glad today i'm going to balaciava.... at least i get to hang out with my old hostel frens.. wonder how's everyone been... all so busy with own stuff.. hahha ..........

hmm so weird the feeling now.. hahah i'm so grateful for the ppl around mi.. so grateful for the things ard mi.... but yet hmm.... i dunno.....

my bf says i shld not entertain such thoughts.. sometimes the evil one just wants to rob u of ur joy and make u think of things that are so not true! i will not go down without a fight! i wont!!

God is the strength of my heart... HELP HELP HELP!!!!! =p




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