*hmm.. thoughtful*

just went to read daily bread... hmm read this :

"When problems seem impossible
And we can't face another day,
The Lord extends His helping hand
And shows us He can make a way. —Sper

God is the only King who can never be defeated. "

~ hmm well hmm...... think it kinda means that even in siituations that are hopeless, God will open a way. after all He did split the red sea etc etc... yes i noe i dun have many problems... but i guess my sianness over the NZ trip is really a lot man.. i also nv thought i could get that upset... i guess it's cos i realli thought i could go .. saw the itinerary ... plan with my frens n so looking fwd to it with them... chance to bond.. etcetc...

but well.... yes yes.... let go and let God....He is in ctrl .... must honour my parents first... i stil hope that somehow something wil change then i can go! or else maybe smthing else wil happen like maybe still go for another fruitful trip or stay in sg cos something might happen that's why i shld be in sg... watever lah...

oh well..... kkk *yawns*

then was thinking about how to go home and face my parents ... raoz... or rather my family.... anyway actually i was already thinking of coming back to hall to study after service.... so mi will see how... maybe go home show face a while.. haha maybe they will change their mind ahah....maybe sun come back earlier.. anyway no one at home in the day also =o) heez.... but i think things wil be fine... *yawns* mel is so tired! haha........... God help me to love n forgive!!


*puffy eyes* so ugly so must wear specs cover =p



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